I don't know where my baby is

He might be back in the field for all I know his little happy face isn't on all week. He's not there, he's not partying, he's not sleeping. They might have put him back in the field and no telling when that will be done. It's hot, it's exhausting, it's hell outside now right at 100 degrees and my neighbor is in the service and she leaves at 6 and sometimes not home until 9 at night and she has a little one and she's pregnant. I know the army is tough and that makes me really proud of him - this sucks and it's hard and of course he would rather be with me. I did send him a message today- just hello, Ive been really busy and hurt my wrist.. no begging please come put me out of my misery haha. He's so wonderful and yummy. He's perfect for me and I want a chance. Just the thought of never kissing him or being in his arms, see him look over and wink at me with his dreamy sad sexy eyes. He is a MAN and that shoots me off to the moon. How could you ever not want a soldier after seeing how dedicated and strong they are inside and out. Im so proud of him and scared for him, scared for me, but these guys are the reason, they make it possible to enjoy our lives and live happy and free. No one else is gonna do but him so I just have to have faith and hope he's ready for a wild one haha. It will be a sad day when it's time to go home after our first night out together. Im gonna be a Steve magnet :o)