In the office at Midnight...

OMG I called him last night. Just to say good luck because I couldn't sleep. He was very sweet and asked me a ton of questions and I was flustered a little bit because I had everything I was going to say all thought out and couldn't get a word in. Yeah who knows what the future holds. It makes me feel funny because normally the guy is totally flipped out over me and all crazy and I can just tell that he really really likes me. I havn't met steve face to face yet so I have no idea how or what he feels. And he doesn't give an inch. I just adore this man and who knows.. Maybe yes - maybe no- he better come get me when he gets back from this training. He was online for some reason tonight and they were supposed to leave this morning. I wonder what's up with that but no way in hell Im calling him or sending him a message for a month. August is mine to totally focus on me and get rocking. Steve or no Steve I am the one and I have been hidden for too long. I got off the phone last night thinking to myself oh how I love you and it will be absolutely electric when we hook up. The chemistry is there and even just talking and joking around it was thick as theives. It will be a sad day when it's time to go home on our first date.... good times are ahead Im certain. And he is precious and polite and I love his voice with his New England accent. I could listen to him talk all night just cuddled up with the lights low I would never get tired of that.