IS HE BLIND?

I sent all those pictures and he didn't say I was pretty. He didn't say anything except he didn't like it when I said I was going out for drinks with friends. I would drop everything and everybody to go milk a cow with him. Damn where are you baby? I love the fact that we message back and forth and talk every chance for the last 4 months today... I just fell in love a little bit because he is so gorgeous and sweet and smart and everything I could want. Ahhh, God please make him love me. Im so totally sprung and it's safe to flirt over the internet and tell him sweet funny things but Im ready to be together and next month when he is at Ft. Polk for 30 days it will be so lonely without my baby. I will be on my boot camp power 90 mission so it's all going to work out and I want to wait for him, I want this man so much and Im not going to push or give an ultimateum. Denise is hell bent on making me feel like an idiot and not demanding he come to me- I was wrong to share anything with her -she turned it around and pitted it against me as usual and finds fault with everything in sight. This is precious between me and him and no one else and I won't divulge anything again. He's my dream come true and I don't have to explain or share anything , I know he cares for me and it will only get better and this is a real foundation and he won't leave me like this, he won't. Im sure of it and I will be ready full of confidence and strength and love just for him. He's not blind. Yesterday said alot when he was protective of me and he has to be the man and test me and be pleased and trust me and then love me forever. Being demanding will ruin this and he will need me and love me. I will be the only girl in his heart if Im not already and I think everything will be fine. I want to be the woman standing there at the field running to him with tears in my eyes when he comes home and tell him that I love him. I want my happy ending, and no one but Steve will ever do. I'll wait forever and he'll be so in love with me that nothing can keep us apart.