He's Tall..

He's Tall and sweet and SEXY
with his shades and stare and smile
He's far away in training
and I won't see him for awhile
We talk on the phone and send notes
to each other every day
Over four months of hi and bye and
now Im ready to play
I see his smile, his handsome face
his grin from ear to ear
I knew that naughty look in his eye
I saw him when he came near
Wild and crazy at the club all night
I thought he was wild and really funny
I saw him with my eyes this time
And then on the phone later he called me honey!

It's in the back of my mind that what if Im just all freaked out over nothing and this is not going anywhere. I want a man who is insane over me and can't keep his hands off of me and thinks Im the groovies chick in this world. Im so used to being let down and disappointed and it seems like nothing good will work out for me. I want this- I want a chance - I want a love of my own- I want him. No one I have ever dated at all is like him. He is on one hand wilder and his drinking concerns me- I want to proceed with my eyes open and think about is he right for me. Is he good for me. Do our personalities complement each other or do they clash? Does he compete with me or cheer me on? Is he sensitive and attentive to me or is he more interested in partying? I just want to have the control to get the stars out of my eyes for a second and see him for real. Can I love and respect this person? Does he turn me on? Do I feel comfortable and confident with him? Do I feel like Im cherished and protected? Is he on my side and could he be the one? I want the love of my life, my lover, my friend, my hearts desire. I want my love story and I just need the blinders off long enough to know if he is right for me..