Now I feel better...

So...F*** It! I have some good looking guys as friends too. If he finds my page he might not like it so much either. I tend to stay on the sidewalk and my page is clean and nothing bad, just friends.. I think it's kinda corny to build a network of people you will never see and talk to them like you are friends though. It's addictive and really time consuming and the more good looking friends you have the cooler you feel.... I get it! I would rather spend my time with a person in person, kiss, hug, share, and really be in love.

I really miss talking to Steve every day and just down to the last 10 days now so that makes really exciting. Im going crazy at night time and I would be so turned off if he wasn't too. I want to know that he wants me, that he's thinking about me, and misses me. I feel better and more confident talking to other people and makes me understand that he's not rejecting me, he's holding back. I needed a confidence booster and maybe this was it. Other people have said I was really pretty, it really upset me that he didn't make a fuss when I sent all those pictures. I don't know what his deal is.