My mom is so smart
I feel better now after talking to her. I told her what was bothering me without telling her this because I don't want her to have any opinion at all before meeting him later on if it goes good. She laid it on the line that I should have been playing the field too all this time and not get so hung up on one person like this before we actually meet and have an idea of whether we like each other.. she said what he has done up until the time he meets you in person is irrelevant because he's single and no one ever said I couldn't do the same thing. She made so much sense and it's just that Im so crazy about him and we talk every day I just assumed that I was on his mind non stop like he is mine and I was devistated to find out he had a life beyond me... our time will start when we meet and don't judge him on what he has done before then because it's really none of my business and he's with me now and cares obviously. I was the one who had my heart set on him and no one else would do and that just got me unraveled because it was premature and now it looks like everything is going to be ok anyway. What would I do without my mom, and I know he cares for me and we have heart strings but saturday will be the big day to see if there is any chemistry between us. I do feel better and I never realized I have such a jealous streak. Ouch!
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