Woops!

Jeez I am such a dork. I was so crushed with big alligator tears going down my cheeks ready to sprout horns and a tail and I was just looking at it wrong. Hes not on there, we are both still unsearchable. Who knows, he might put it back up there for penpals in Iraq but he is not on there and I feel like the sun came out in the middle of the night. I should not care about him the way I do, I should not have deep feelings for him but I do. I just love him a little bit and I don't ever want to be without him. Jesus that was a trip around the world in 10 minutes.