Got my pretty smile back just now after 26 years..
Unbelievable. It looks good and I think I will get a white tooth and look gorgeous. He did it right and it did not hurt at all. Just ate dinner and no pain nothing. I can't wait to show the boys and my mom.
Steve really pissed me off this weekend and I don't know if I feel the same now. Yes I understand but if it was me I would have moved a mountain to get to him and all I wanted was for him to walk up behind me when the fireworks were going off and surprise me. After all this time yes I really hoped we would spend some time together over the weekend. He didn't communicate with me at all after Thursday afternoon and I let him know today that I didn't like it. I had fun but he should have made some time for me. It was insulting and I don't know if I want to meet him now...
But I did see John Payne and Tim and Chuckie. It was so nice to catch up with them and Tim is bald now. They were teasing me about my 80's rock star hair and how good it was to grow up when we did. Nothing beats the 80's. Van Halen and old school and we had the best of times. They had a fit when I introduced Jordy - Tim asked him do you play football- yeah he plays everything.. To see Jordy there confident and shaking his hand and grinning ear to ear. I was so proud of my baby. It was sweet. And Craig was on duty and checking me all out. Damn he is fine but he really is too old for me. And all I wanted was my Steve and nothing but a total let down. I mean I wanted to cry because it was a perfect night and I looked good and where is he? Next year it will be the same thing because he will be gone. And Im just like what are you doing? I can't go flirt with other guys when I have something started with him, and then I feel like why not why did you let Craig slip the first time because Steve doesn't give a hoot about me. He doesn't or he would be here. Im just waiting around for someone who won't give me the time of day and he even knew that Craig had asked me out. WTF?
Times are changing because as soon as Crissy gets home I won't have time to stand here and ponder this nonsense. He better make his move becasue I just don't think I am anything more than an internet friend and when will we get to see each other anyway even if we did hit it off.
Steve really pissed me off this weekend and I don't know if I feel the same now. Yes I understand but if it was me I would have moved a mountain to get to him and all I wanted was for him to walk up behind me when the fireworks were going off and surprise me. After all this time yes I really hoped we would spend some time together over the weekend. He didn't communicate with me at all after Thursday afternoon and I let him know today that I didn't like it. I had fun but he should have made some time for me. It was insulting and I don't know if I want to meet him now...
But I did see John Payne and Tim and Chuckie. It was so nice to catch up with them and Tim is bald now. They were teasing me about my 80's rock star hair and how good it was to grow up when we did. Nothing beats the 80's. Van Halen and old school and we had the best of times. They had a fit when I introduced Jordy - Tim asked him do you play football- yeah he plays everything.. To see Jordy there confident and shaking his hand and grinning ear to ear. I was so proud of my baby. It was sweet. And Craig was on duty and checking me all out. Damn he is fine but he really is too old for me. And all I wanted was my Steve and nothing but a total let down. I mean I wanted to cry because it was a perfect night and I looked good and where is he? Next year it will be the same thing because he will be gone. And Im just like what are you doing? I can't go flirt with other guys when I have something started with him, and then I feel like why not why did you let Craig slip the first time because Steve doesn't give a hoot about me. He doesn't or he would be here. Im just waiting around for someone who won't give me the time of day and he even knew that Craig had asked me out. WTF?
Times are changing because as soon as Crissy gets home I won't have time to stand here and ponder this nonsense. He better make his move becasue I just don't think I am anything more than an internet friend and when will we get to see each other anyway even if we did hit it off.
posted by Nikki at 3:35 PM
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