wannakissyou yeah that's what I said :o) finally
I absolutely am out of my mind over this guy! He is so sweet and handsome and smart and tall and sexy and funny and serious and charming and he's everything to me. And I spilled the beans today being pretty feisty like I am. I was more myself today than I really have been with him before. I was a little shit today and it felt good. And caught his attention too which made me giggle. So Steve if you want a chick who's not afraid to show her ass once in awhile you just hit the jackpot hahaha.
Who knows what the weekend will hold but Im doing the 48 hour thing and then right back on my normal low carb life. It works and it's consistant and It makes me feel so good. When I've od'd on sugar like this weekend I just feel slow and sluggish and really irritable. It doesn't work for me so Im sticking with what works... I wish I could drop 70 pounds overnight and be absolutely gorgeous when he sees me but it's not going to happen. I think Im pretty enough to pull it off and I will be sticking hard to my plan through Xmas so I will be ok anyway. I want this man more than I want air to breathe and if he doesn't think Im absolutely wonderful I will be devistated. I have thrown my heart right out there for him to do whatever he wants to with it and who knows how this will play out. All I know is the only place in this world I want to be is in his arms safe and warm and loved. That's what I want.
Im reading how to unleash your inner sex goddess.. and it's just what I needed. It's wonderful and perfect timing. Just to be warm and sweet lying next to him and feel him kiss me tender and slow I would just melt absolutely melt. I have never wanted anyone like this and to risk everything and put it out there and trust him to be careful and be sensitive to me. I know he is something really special and I can tell he is trying to be so calm on the outside and bubbly on the inside just like me. He's got alot of time invested here too and I don't want to let him down. I know he is passionate I can just tell and I am so turned on and hug my pillow so tight and Sunday night on July 3rd when it was raining and I was here all alone I wanted him with me so bad I could have cried.
Who knows what the weekend will hold but Im doing the 48 hour thing and then right back on my normal low carb life. It works and it's consistant and It makes me feel so good. When I've od'd on sugar like this weekend I just feel slow and sluggish and really irritable. It doesn't work for me so Im sticking with what works... I wish I could drop 70 pounds overnight and be absolutely gorgeous when he sees me but it's not going to happen. I think Im pretty enough to pull it off and I will be sticking hard to my plan through Xmas so I will be ok anyway. I want this man more than I want air to breathe and if he doesn't think Im absolutely wonderful I will be devistated. I have thrown my heart right out there for him to do whatever he wants to with it and who knows how this will play out. All I know is the only place in this world I want to be is in his arms safe and warm and loved. That's what I want.
Im reading how to unleash your inner sex goddess.. and it's just what I needed. It's wonderful and perfect timing. Just to be warm and sweet lying next to him and feel him kiss me tender and slow I would just melt absolutely melt. I have never wanted anyone like this and to risk everything and put it out there and trust him to be careful and be sensitive to me. I know he is something really special and I can tell he is trying to be so calm on the outside and bubbly on the inside just like me. He's got alot of time invested here too and I don't want to let him down. I know he is passionate I can just tell and I am so turned on and hug my pillow so tight and Sunday night on July 3rd when it was raining and I was here all alone I wanted him with me so bad I could have cried.
posted by Nikki at 9:29 PM
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