WHAT A JACKASS
THIS FUCKING FRUIT LOOP. I'LL GIVE YOU A VACATION ALRIGHT.
What the hell? Im not crying today. No tears running down my face at the stoplight today. No message no nothing for 3 days I think. Tuesday he said i dont let things bother me anymore. Well good for you. Jerkoff. Im so angry. I would never in a million years treat him this way just flat out ignore someone. I haven't sent anything either except for yesterday just to say hello. And nothing. I can see he is on the page mornings and night and why all of a sudden is there no communication for me. I don't need this. I have never in my life been treated this way and its shocking like I can't believe he is really doing that. WTF? Could he really purposely just ignore me and why? What did I do except love his drunk stupid ass. I do not need this. I can do much better than this. I was wrong about him. There is clearly something wrong with him. I might be chubby but I really am the best catch in this town and I do not deserve to be treated this way. My feelings are so beyond crushed. I don't feel the same and I don't think I could get that back now. I hate the fact that im angry with a soldier. That makes me feel bad inside. But how could he be so cold to me and what the hell for, why? I made such a mistake flipping out last month and gained and just lost it. I was devistated. I thought ( because of what he said to my face) that we were going to be together. That I would get to see him and just hang out.. what is the big fucking deal? He acts like some freak towards me. I don't know what in the hell he does, or fearingly who with. I can't even say goodbye like I wanted to because I don't know what in the hell he is doing. Hes not with me and thats all I need to know. Im so hurt that I trusted someone like this, he knew that I didn't want to be the only one in this, he knew how I felt and here goes just like a typical weasel and disappears. No real man would behave this way. And towards me of all people. He'll be in for a big surprise when Im so turned off I don't even want to talk to him. Im 99% there now.
What the hell? Im not crying today. No tears running down my face at the stoplight today. No message no nothing for 3 days I think. Tuesday he said i dont let things bother me anymore. Well good for you. Jerkoff. Im so angry. I would never in a million years treat him this way just flat out ignore someone. I haven't sent anything either except for yesterday just to say hello. And nothing. I can see he is on the page mornings and night and why all of a sudden is there no communication for me. I don't need this. I have never in my life been treated this way and its shocking like I can't believe he is really doing that. WTF? Could he really purposely just ignore me and why? What did I do except love his drunk stupid ass. I do not need this. I can do much better than this. I was wrong about him. There is clearly something wrong with him. I might be chubby but I really am the best catch in this town and I do not deserve to be treated this way. My feelings are so beyond crushed. I don't feel the same and I don't think I could get that back now. I hate the fact that im angry with a soldier. That makes me feel bad inside. But how could he be so cold to me and what the hell for, why? I made such a mistake flipping out last month and gained and just lost it. I was devistated. I thought ( because of what he said to my face) that we were going to be together. That I would get to see him and just hang out.. what is the big fucking deal? He acts like some freak towards me. I don't know what in the hell he does, or fearingly who with. I can't even say goodbye like I wanted to because I don't know what in the hell he is doing. Hes not with me and thats all I need to know. Im so hurt that I trusted someone like this, he knew that I didn't want to be the only one in this, he knew how I felt and here goes just like a typical weasel and disappears. No real man would behave this way. And towards me of all people. He'll be in for a big surprise when Im so turned off I don't even want to talk to him. Im 99% there now.
posted by Nikki at 3:28 PM
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